Making the best of a storm to fall in love

I am tired of being hurt and so I thank god that I am moving on from the past and into a brand new life,
because I hurt my friend John and I know that there is no making it better……
Why? Simply because I totally pushed him away from me……
So i am praying that God he takes care of me,
He sent Tyrone to me,
to help me start over in this love war……
and so now I will wait…..
I wish we could of started over again,
but he won’t give me another chance

Stand

As if the hate itself wasn’t bad enough, this old man chose to take a young man away from his family, causing unimaginable pain to people he never met. How is that possible? How can one lone nut have the power to steal so much from so many?
When a girl is motivated she will do what it takes to make things right between Families….
No matter what it takes,
No matter how many mistakes she makes she will never give up!
She hangs on and remains strong thru the storm…..
She will always remain calm and always learns to get along!

When a boy is motivated to get things in the right direction he keeps his mouth shut and keeps pressing on!
Boys are smarter than girls in different ways,
This is a no longer a secret it’s all about the truth!

People should stop lying so much,
and keep their mouths shut…….
Because they are different in so many things!
Talent comes and goes
Which direction in life,
Only God and You know!

I was always ahead of the years 10 thousand years ago…..
Already ahead of the Show……
How do I know?
The Bible tells me so!

Thank God is ahead of my Life….
and I will always move forwards in a new Direction
Thank God for living Right every day….

No matter where,
No matter how long it takes….
I will just be me…..
and keep pressing on…..
Until God comes to take me Home!

So I am thankful for my E&T….
Thankful and grateful for my E&J……
Without them I wouldn’t Henessy and be without my Remi!

So I will be a Ruff Ryder for LIFE!!!!!
I will try not to be ashamed what these Haters said or did….
One day when I make it BIG……
It’s not how low can I go it’s how HIGH can I Rise!!!!!

So here is the Answer Sky High…..
This angel in disguise will keep soaring HIGH!!!!

Rumors are Haters

Haters are Here
Haters come and Go
So just leave it alone and let them go
Because Rumors come in and out of people’s lives
No one has the right to talk so much
But that’s what they do!!!!!!

Locked down in Avalon….what brown did for ME!!!!

What did BROWN do for ME?
Stepped my game up a lil bit more than I already was BORN with
A Madame once in VEGAS before and never a slut or WHORE!
Worked at a strip club as a waitress and still made my tips!
By being sexy, having simple conversation, and paying attention
To others born with GAME!
In jail i learnt to braid hair….draw better, and serve GOD as well!
I used to be BISEXUAL and got a tat of a girls name!
JRC means JUST REAL COOL and never a fool…
Call me stupid if you want too,
but peep Game Haters I am Emma aka Da1uLUV2Hate and never CONGRADULATE!
NOW my new MAN is in a prison cell….
Building up from the walls that were built all around our LOVE…WE WERE PUT TOGETHER AS ONE!
and were put together thru FATE itself and than GRACE straight FELL….
Back into the picture but left the last time he locked hisself down!
My love is locked down in Avalon,
A melody of his face is helping me stand strong!
Why? because we got the haters out there!
Left, right, and all around….
Women he had dated in the PAST….
All they wanted was to give it on up!!
Peep game WOMEN we already did WON….and here’s the OUTCOME!
Talk your talk, try to tear us down
Brown stood up for me and turned me around…
From a drug addiction, and self affliction!
They can never turn Us back around!
Why? We are stronger now…..
We are taller now…..
Smarter and Wiser….never giving up cuz we are meant to BE!!!!
SO hating ASS FEMALES listen to me….
I am too much for you to HANDLE….Because their is nothing wrong with being REAL….and stay away from the
FAKE!!!!
My brother Will helped me get thru the looking glass…
Wrote me letters, helped me believe in myself to finish what I simply started!
he can write and rap and has a nice character as well,
there is something about him that all the women want as well!
Mouth Piece is the simple key to the problem….
but you gotta know how to jab and slob them in a fight of players….
That think they got the key to the truth
but my key is deep from my ROOTS!!!
Prison ain’t a joke….it can teach you well!
Solitude brings strength, wisdom and so WELCOME to the GAME BABY
My roots…are the ones you can thank because they made ” Who I am today!”
All the good guys are locked down
while the bad ones are still running the town!
I love him, and he loves me for the real me…..
Pray that GOD keeps him safe every night,
so he can come home, get married , and than we ESCAPE!!!!!!
I am a CREOLE PRINCESS and soon enough to be a ” QUEEN!”
Locked down in Avalon….home front don’t seem long now!
Help us LORD to keep it together until we can move up outta here!
Because ET is gonna be ballin out of control

Love never Hurt anyone

LOVE never hurt anyone unless you wanted it too!
How you ask?
Simply by giving it reasons to get up, walk away, and leave!
LOVE was not made to bury you alive or put you in the grave….
LOVE was designed to make us stronger and live longer….
For a WOMAN can pluck down her OWN house better than no OTHER!
How you ASK?
By giving the GOODS to other men out there in the streets!
That just shows her OWN insecurities!
A man is the one to lay down a FOUNDATION…..
The WOMAN is to build up the WALLS….
And not let the HATERS tear them apart, or come in between
So if you want to keep LOVE from hurting than you better LISTEN up
Women stop playing games with your man….
Stop playing with their minds and leaving them behind!
If you leave them don’t get mad when another BITCH steps in!
Its your choice to sink or swim and keep LOVE in the picture!
LOVE never hurt anyone just woke them up to their NIGHTMARE of the truth….
In the beginning GOD created ADAM and EVE…..
what happened after that you already know….
Eve left her man behind and lost her mind…
She listened to a snake that crawls on the ground…
Instead of standing behind her man that stood his tall and represented his TOWN!
So LOVE can be good,bad, or lead to a high rise in death RATES!
Just like a black widow the LOVE you create….
Will either stand tall thru darkness, light, be bright, or remain DULL!
Staying together is up to both of you’ll…
To respect, be loyal, and survive the storms that you are HIT with!
if you give in to the HATERS than you got what you deserve WITCH….
Single, Lonely, and broken hearted,
the MEN are simply finishing what that BITCH EVE Started!!!!

Peace within the middle EAST……

Peace within the middle EAST please….
i am trying to make peace within myself…..
You clog my mind with ur ATTUIDE….
I ain’t trying to be RUDE!!!!!!!
but the next time you tell me what u think is right for me…..
I will let god DECIDE for ME!!!!

Finding the BEST MAN

The Best Man for a Beautiful independent WOMAN is the one who knows how to stand on their OWN….
Understanding and not anyone else’s!
The ONE that don’t believe he say, she say……
or talk about others because that makes them HATERS!!!!!
That makes a good man!
The Man that can stand on their OWN….lay a solid foundation…..lean on you at times of need!
And has simple needs that don’t ask to much….
The Best Man is the ONES that…..
Ain’t got no time for that baby mama drama, or running off at the mouths….
and don’t keep calling you names for no reason!
The BEST MAN….is
The one that never asks for to much
Once in awhile takes you out to Lunch,
Or even Brunch!
The Ones who are not CHEATING their selves out of falling love!
The Man who knows how to be grown but still likes to act SILLY and DUMB!
Watch cartoons, play well with their KIDS, involve their selves with other activities as well….
The Best Man is the ones looking for a friendship,as well as a companion….
And their BREATH can’t smell like a fire breathing dragon!
They must keep their nails clean and clothes neat!
Take SHOWERS everyday and be a LOVE machine!
Have time for their FAMILY LIFE at HOME as well!
The Best Man will be here for you thru thick and thin
and hang on to you if you sink yourself in your own mess!
But puts you to the 100% independent TEST!!!!
And lets you simply live!
Keep in mind you can’t expect to have these rules for THE BEST MAN….
if you don’t follow them as well!
In order to maintain a relationship with them you better not be greedy, and help them in the fire or the storm….
Just because they are MEN don’t mean they don’t need US as well!

Not just looking
Calls once in awhile to make sure

Oak Park

One day I went to a Stockton Ports Game…..
Fell in and out of love with this guy who I won’t mention his name……
Learnt the lessons of LOVE that we played in ONE ball GAME…..
Alll I know is GOD told me to fix my house…..
and fixin it is what I am about!!!!

Mature of the mind

Maturity of the mind takes time…..
Learn to Live LIFE first and leave the past BEHIND…..
I thank God for the gift he gave to ME…..
But the immaturity takes time to fix the mess that pass the TEST!!!!!

Finding the BEST MAN
25 01 2010

The Best Man for a Beautiful independent WOMAN is the one who knows how to stand on their OWN….
Understanding and not anyone else’s!
The ONE that don’t believe he say, she say……
or talk about others because that makes them HATERS!!!!!
That makes a good man!
The Man that can stand on their OWN….lay a solid foundation…..lean on you at times of need!
And has simple needs that don’t ask to much….
The Best Man is the ONES that…..
Ain’t got no time for that baby mama drama, or running off at the mouths….
and don’t keep calling you names for no reason!
The BEST MAN….is
The one that never asks for to much
Once in awhile takes you out to Lunch,
Or even Brunch!
The Ones who are not CHEATING their selves out of falling love!
The Man who knows how to be grown but still likes to act SILLY and DUMB!
Watch cartoons, play well with their KIDS, involve their selves with other activities as well….
The Best Man is the ones looking for a friendship,as well as a companion….
And their BREATH can’t smell like a fire breathing dragon!
They must keep their nails clean and clothes neat!
Take SHOWERS everyday and be a LOVE machine!
Have time for their FAMILY LIFE at HOME as well!
The Best Man will be here for you thru thick and thin
and hang on to you if you sink yourself in your own mess!
But puts you to the 100% independent TEST!!!!
And lets you simply live!
Keep in mind you can’t expect to have these rules for THE BEST MAN….
if you don’t follow them as well!
In order to maintain a relationship with them you better not be greedy, and help them in the fire or the storm….
Just because they are MEN don’t mean they don’t need US as well!

Not just looking
Calls once in awhile to make sure
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Trials of LIFE……

T=trails,test, and trials
R= really make you the BEST
I= iron for the SOUL
A= apple of the EYE
L= LOVE & Laughter
Of never running my mouth
L= Let by gones be by gones
I= ignore the HATERS out there
F= fall in and out of LOVE daily….
E= Excellent in all we DO!!!!